I was surfing Facebook earlier when suddenly, upon visiting one of my 'friends' page, I discovered that my crush from grade 6 has a facebook profile... I was totally surprised, I mean, back in grade 6, she barely logged in her Friendster account and now she has a Facebook account and based on her wall, she's active! But then, when I checked out her photos and comments, I realized that much has changed about her and so there's no reason to be surprised if she had a Facebook account and be active in it at the same time.
I guess HIGH SCHOOL IS THE TRANSITIONAL STAGE BETWEEN WHO YOU WERE AND WHO YOU WILL BE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE; and the people you knew when you were young, they're gone and you just have to accept who they are now (not that the fact that they have changed is 'bad') and live on with what reality has got to offer.
The way she dressed had changed. From the very decent attire she used to dress up with, now, she wears those short shorts that teenage girls wear. And the way she talks? It changed... entirely. If you look at her, she's still the same girl back in grade 6. But when you come near her and talk to her (although I myself, as of this moment, still haven't talk to her. The following sentence is just an assumption, ok?)... she's an entirely different person... barely the girl I fell in love with... barely the girl that I dream about every night... barely the girl who I wanted to live with for the rest of my life (I mean, it's either her or nobody). But then again, what the heck, it doesn't mean that I no longer love her anymore... It doesn't mean that I won't dream about her anymore... It doesn't mean that my feelings for her have diminished even by a tiny bit.
@Ms. A***l ***n M*j**a, if you are reading this, here I am, still searching for the long lost love that I never had... never forgot you, and never will.
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